As you may know,My long time fiance & I have broken up. Try as a might I cannot stop thinking about all the promises broken,the lies told. The trust violated. As bad as it was it still hurts like hell not to be with her. I want to hate her so I can move on with my life. But she's been in my life since I was 18 years old. And I have loved her with total abandon since then. Now she's gone away from me and I hurt all over. I miss my children and they miss me. It's not right that I have to suffer through this. All I ever wanted was to love & be in love. We had it good for a while. But somewhere the passion faded. We still love each other, I have that at least.

I have to drop out of school so that i can work full time to afford a room or apartment somewhere. I have to look for a job now that will pay a decent wage. My life is shit again and all I can do is live it. I won't give up but I can honestly say that I am not really trying right now. I need some time to clear my head and mourn my lost love.

To those of you out there with significant others I say this:

Love them the way you want to be loved.

Be honest about what your feeling,Good or Bad.

Do nothing to them that you wouldn't have them do to you.

Spoil them rotten so that they know just how much you love them.

Love until it hurts,then love some more.

It will be some time before I fall in love again if ever. Until then I guess I just have to love myself. Even then there are no guarantees that I won't get hurt...

Poppa Que

you'll be alright...i'll pray for ya....take it one step at a time.

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